Poll: Anime Wallpapers

I been thinking, should I download episodes that I like of Bleach and make some Wallpapers and other graphics? Same for other anime, I haven't really gotten time to relax and spend hours on Photoshop and making graphics but I really want to start on it again.
So if I start what should I start on o.o?

Any Suggestions/Ideas/Requests :D?

I'll set up a poll ^-^

AMV ~ Wish You Were Here ~ Nightwish ~ Various Anime

This was the video wehre after a long time I saw 3x3 eyes again... that introduced me to Fruits Basket, Chobits, Ah! My Goddess and of course, Ayashi No Ceres... it's a really touching video, beautifully made and leaves a deep feeling...

Ayashi No Ceres ~ Manga ~ Reflection Thoughts & Memories... contd...

Chapter 84... I finished Ayashi no Ceres the Manga... leaves a rather deeply sad feeling... Tooya, although returned for now won't even live enough to see his child grow up... Chidori, Shuro ad even Aki... all dead... last night when I read about Shuro's death it left such an impact on me... I called up my friend Nihita and talked to her for a long time... I just couldnt stop crying... Ayashi no Ceres is such a painful manga... but it's so beautiful... Yuu Watase's work always leave me so touched... I'm gonna find the anime of Ayayshi No Ceres... somehow... somehow... I'll surly be a better person as I go on... my friends... Tamahome... they're my courage... my inspiration... my life... I'm glad I know people who understand, people who're sensative to others' feelings as well, people who make being alive a little more meaningful, when I think about it... when I imagine how something I say or do would heal someone's heart, when I think I can be the source of streangth to anyone... when I think someone would love me for the person that I am ... it makes me want to try more, do much better, no matter how hard it is... I want to try... for everyone's sake to whome I matter... Lee... Nihita... Chas... Kami Kun... and so many dear people in my life, I wish I could support them like they did to me... Thank you Chas for always being there for me... you're so very much like Hotohori and Yuuhi... lol, I didn't feel that lonely when you were around... Kami Kun... thank you... I was able to open my heart and freely cry because you were there to listen and understand, I'll never forget that... Lee, my dearest bro, when I couldn't do anything, you supported me... through the darkest hours in my life... because you were there for me I was able to survive... Nihita, sweety, thanks for always cheering me up when I was down... did you know you were helping me in such a big way when you smsed me... I'm glad I met everyone I did... because it made me be who I am... litle by little... it saved my soul... so even with the pain, I can live now fully...

Ayashi No Ceres ~ Manga ~ Reflection Thoughts & Memories... contd...

Chapter 76... they killed Shuro... I'm crying terribly... uncontrolablly... I cannot... I cannot stop hurting... this is just too painful... I feel chocked... I wish... I wish... Shuro... I wish she could have lived... even if she wanted to go to where Kei is... I wish she could've lived.................

I miss my friends... you guys... you supporeted me and helped me and encouraged me... I miss you all... so much...

Ayashi No Ceres ~ Manga ~ Reflection Thoughts & Memories... contd...

Chapter 70 Done... I hate you Yuu Watase... Kirai da yo... daikirai... you killed Tooya... how could you... just when she was going to have his baby... and Chidori... that was so cold... I have a lot of projects going, I should be working on them... but all day even in fever I have been up reading Ayashi no Ceres... it's like a spell on me... I hate Yuu Watase... fisrt Fushigi Yuugi... now Ayashi no Ceres... it's like... it becomes a part of me... I can feel those things... I can feel that pain... I cry when they cry... how silly I am... feeling so much over someone's fragments of imaginations... but the feelings... they're so true......... Tamahome.......... Tamahome.........

Ayashi No Ceres ~ Manga ~ Reflection Thoughts & Memories... contd...

Now going to chapter 61... Tooya rescued her, I was desperetly hoping that Alex wasn't bad sigh... at least that turned out well... fantasy or reality... I don't know... something like that cannot exsist in reality, a part of a person's dream a fraction of thoughts a moment of memories... all unreal... but still... the feeling carries on... starnge, how we can dream someone else's dream... feel that pain and cry along... perhaps it's because a wounded heart responds to others better than one who's never experanced any deep pain... I always try to help those in love, so my story won't get repeated... no one... no one deserves to lose the one most important thing in their lives... no matter how bad they are, no matter what crimes they've committed... there's always, always a chance to return to who they really are... to be able to love... we're lucky... to be able to love... with all we got... with all our life... for all eternity... you never really lose one you love... no matter how far apart you are... I beleive... no matter how far... I can always always love you... and I know the feeling can reach even if you don't know what it is... I wanted to be there for you... I wanted to be the one who could be the on for you... I wanted... I just wanted to be able to be by your side forever... no matter how much it hurts... I'll always hold onto that dream... no matter how much I change... no matter how far you are... even if my voice can't reach you... everytime... every night... I'll pray for you... I'll call your name... even if you cannot hear me... I know... in my heart... I was meant for you... so then... even if you can't reach me... your memories will live in me forever...

Ayashi No Ceres ~ Manga ~ Reflection Thoughts & Memories... contd...

Tooya forgot about Aya... how does it feel when the person you love so much forgets about you and treats you as if you've just met... when I think of it that way my chest hurts... it must be so so painful... to be forgotten by the person you love most... like hatori... like Momiji's mother... like when Tamahome forgot Miaka... love is so complicated... I remember... I stayed many days without eating anything... never leaving my room... my mind was just blank and all I could do was cry helplessly... "he'll forget about me" "I can never see him again" "he's lost to me forever then why can't I forget him..." I kept thinking these things and more... it hurts so much... the person that you loved, the person that loved you... and they look at you with a stranger's eyes... that would be so very very painful... i feel so choked up...going to chapter 58 now... I hope in the end I hope she finds the place for her heart... I hope no one suffers my fate...

Ayashi No Ceres ~ Manga ~ Reflection Thoughts & Memories...

I started writing offline in notepad since I didn't have the net at that time so I'll just post everything in that order...

1:45 PM after 4 years of searching I finally found the full Ayashi no Ceres Manga... I started downloading in the evening and finished by late night... I don't have the net just now but I want to express what I'm feeling... to put the feeling into words... I want to let the thoughts that cover my mind come out now... I read till chapter 41 till now... Tooya and Aya... haven't I asked the question to myself so many times... how do people do it just for the heck of it or with someone they don't even love... there's no sense to it... the person that touches you if he's notthe one you love... if he's not the one that loves you... it so doesn't feel right...right now reading about Aya and Tooya... I got tearful... I don't belive that... I know... I know... but love is... even if the person you love is entirly different... even if it hurts... even if everyone was against it... being the only one for that person... being the only one in his thoughts... it matters more than anything in the world... when you love someone so achingly much... it's just alright... doesn't matter if it's hard... doesn't matter if there's pain... if that person smiles for you and just for you... then it just covers everything else... isn't love just so very very pure... love is so mch deeper so much more than just doing that... it's so much more... it's so so much more... Yuu Watase must have had someone she loved... I love her work... because the feelings are so real... because that is what love is... I thought I loved Fushigi Yuugi the most... I guess Ayashi no Ceres is on the same spot... Tamahome... isn't love... just to love? itai... mune ga... Tamahome... Tamahome... it hurts so much... but because it's love... it's just this bittersweet pain that I can't rid myself of... no matter how much I cry... the tears won't stop coming... when you love someone this much... this painfully much... Tooya... Aya... Yuuhi... I think... the feelings are so strong... so overwhelmingly strong... arigatou Yuu Watase san... I think... the effect of Fushigi Yuugi just increased more in my heart and Ayashi no Ceres along with it... because I can connect to them.. because I can understand the pain, the helplessness, the desperation... and the love... arigatou... arigatou...