MMV ~ Push the Untouchable Bleeding Heart Sign ~

And yes~ this Maple Music Video (MMV) has been made by my friend Katie aka LoveInnocent, starring ME (o0Miaka0o) 1yukari, Jillybeans and more of our friends <333

Back... and Sup?

Sigh... that was a long break, My blog rank got from 3 to 0 and my readers almost all gone *not like I had many to begin with >.>* My Moonlight Shadow Creations blog is totally destroyed in trying to get a domain name, my blogcatalog ranking is down from 60 to 44 sigh... in short the whole blog is totally ruined =.= I got no donations at all, nothing at all, and to top it all up, I'm not even getting any projects anymore =.= talk about turning of events.

On the other hand I'm back on Maple Story now, my beloved MMORPG that I so missed, I finally hit lvl 70 on the 27th of July 2008 and had a job advancement and now... from Cleric for so long, I'm now a Priestess... now, truly... Tamahome No Miko... Tamahome's Prietess, my aim in Maple is completed now...

Now I'm going to change this blog completely and take out and add in a lot of things.

O tanoshimi ni.

I Got Scammed T~T ~ Maple Story Tragedy

Well, this morning when I was playing Maple Story *MMORPG* and I wanted to buy NX a user who was in Ludi Maze PQ said that he'll sell me 25$ worth NX if I pay him 47 Million mesos. SO then we started in parts, he gave me part of the code I gave him part of the money... sigh... and in the end he left 1 letter out and escaped with all my money... now I'm broke as hell, I don't even have enough $$ left in my PayPal to buy mesos or anything, I'm not getting any new projects from anyone... PayPerPost isn't helping me anyways, I've like no way to do anything anymore... and I wanted to gift some stuff to one or two of my closest friends, and give some AP Resets to my sister ... not like I wanted everything for myself... I don't know why, when I never cheated anyone in my life, why is it that I get cheated... now I cannot buy anything, I'm short of money, I'm short of mesos, I'm short of NX and I'm almost out of stuff to sell even T____T no one donates to my blog at all... not even a single $ T___T I'm so very very unloved T____T even the friends to whom $5-$10 is nothing even they don't donate to my site T~T... I'm so very very unloved T_____T I cried an hour after I lost 47 million... it was like my LIFE SAVING !!! I cannot get all that back again T_______T... waaaaaaaaaa I need some job or some project that'd earn me some money or someone should have some pity on me and donate to my blog T____T uwuuu... why do things like this happen only to me T____________T and I'm like 3$ short in PayPal or I could buy some meso till I can earn my own T_______T so not fair...

Overcoming Worry ~ Everyday Things ~ Stress Breakers

This was given to me by a dear friend from Maple Story *Pom Pom* back when I was very very depressed and was crying real bad... it helped me get over a lot of tight spots and sad things and hard times, I hope it helps you all too, and remember, there's always a morning to every night ^__^ good things always do come when you finally overcome the sad days *shikkarishite*

Thanks Pom Pom, this helped me a LOT and it was really reassuring that I have such great friends who worry about me even if we don't get to talk for ages and ages

Fundamental Principles for Overcoming Worry

1. Live in “day tight compartments.”
2. How to face trouble:
a. Ask yourself, “What is the worst that can possibly happen?”
b. Prepare to accept the worst.
c. Try to improve on the worst.
3. Remind yourself of the exorbitant price you can pay for worry in terms of your health.

Basic Techniques in Analyzing Worry

1. Get all the facts.
2. Weigh all the facts — then come to a decision.
3. Once a decision is reached, act!
4. Write out and answer the following questions:
a. What is the problem?
b. What are the causes of the problem?
c. What are the possible solutions?
d. What is the best possible solution

Break the Worry Habit Before It Breaks You

1. Keep busy.
2. Don’t fuss about trifles.
3. Use the law of averages to outlaw your worries.
4. Cooperate with the inevitable.
5. Decide just how much anxiety a thing may be worth and refuse to give it more.
6. Don’t worry about the past.

Prevent Fatigue and Worry and Keep Your Energy and Spirits High

1. Rest before you get tired.
2. Learn to relax at your work.
3. Protect your health and appearance by relaxing at home.
4. Apply these four good working habits:
a) Clear your desk of all papers except those relating to the immediate problem
at hand.
b) Do things in the order of their importance.
c) When you face a problem, solve it then and there if you have the facts necessary
to make a decision.
d) Learn to organize, deputize and supervise.
5. Put enthusiasm into your work.
6. Don’t worry about insomnia.

Cultivate a Mental Attitude that will Bring You Peace and Happiness

1. Fill your mind with thoughts of peace, courage, health and hope.
2. Never try to get even with your enemies.
3. Expect ingratitude.
4. Count your blessings — not your troubles.
5. Do not imitate others.
6. Try to profit from your losses.
7. Create happiness for others.