Chrno Crusade ~ Anime ~ Episode 24 ~ End

Episode 24... at least... they had the end they wished for... Chrno kept his promise... he ceased to exist along with Rosette... a lasting love... a pure love... that doesn't fade... doesn't wander... everlasting love... I guess... being able to be with the person you love... no matter in what condition... I guess that really is true happiness... being able to see the person when you open you eyes... being able to touch the person when you're so happy being beside them that you think it's a dream... being able to smile for that person and watch him smiling back to you... love... is so very simple...

Chrno Crusade ~ Anime ~ Episode 23

Episode 23... Rosette was finally freed... Chrno killed Aion... but both vanished from that place... when you love someone this much... so much that you can even doe for them... then why... why can't you be with that person... tsurai koto... if there was a chance to change what has been... I swear ... I'd never be weak... I'd never hesitate again... never... if I can get just one more chance... if I could turn the pages and rewrite... I'd leave everything for that person... I don't care if it's not the right thing to do... it's still... still what means the most to me... just once... in this life... while i can still feel... just once... onegai... onegai...

Chrno Crusade ~ Anime ~ Episode 22

Episode 22: Sayonara... Satella... Fiore escapes from within the barries with Joshua and Satella goes with Chrno and Azmaria to find them. Aion bring Rosette to the injured crowd as Saint Mary... and when Chrno tries to help he gets burnt by her blood and the people turn against Magdela Order.
Satella encounters her sister for the final battle... and no matter how hard she tries she can't make her remember... in the end... after a useless bloody battle she kills her sister along with herself....... the part ends with Chrno and Azmaria finding an injured near to death Satella under the tree and she requests Chrno to free Rosette from her past or she'd end up like her, and while Azmaria sings her a song as her last request she dies silently listening...

I cried like anything... even now I'm all chocked up... that was cruel... she wasted 10 years for this... just like that... couldn't they at least let her live... I feel terrible... just terrible... 10 years gone to waste, when she finally finds her sister it's only to lose her by her own hands, how cruel a fate is that...........

Chrno Crusade ~ Anime ~ Episode 21

Episode 21: Aion turned Rosette into a puppet, a back history is shown of Chrno when he had horns before the revolution and why the revolution even started and how, the mysterious spirits is the girl who's reincarnation Rosette is and the girl who loved Chrno back at that time and gave her life to save him... that was... such a pure and sad love... fushigi ne... ai wa kanashii... always... always... she makes Chrno remember and turns him back to normal again... but, it's already too late and Rosette is changed and is evil now, Deufo and his group tries to save her but they all get killed by Aion and Deufo himself is killed by... Rosette... that poor girl... she gave her life for Chrno... and again came and saved him... even though she loved him, she still helped him to get to the girl he loved... love is so very complicated... and yet... so very easy to understand... even the most craziest things make such perfect sense...

Chrno Crusade ~ Anime ~ Episode 20

Episode 20... The battle continued... and in the end... Remington turned out to be an angel, Fiore, Satella's sister was rescued but got one hand frozen, Rosette transformed into Mary... except for Azmaria and Joshua all apostle are killed, Remington rescued Azmaria, and Chrno turned to stone trying to protect Rosette and Joshua by breaking Joshua’s *originally his own* horns... now Joshua is in a hospital and so is Fiore and Aion took Rosette ... and brainwashed her somehow to try and save the people... poor Chrno... and Rosette... and when Chrno is in a store turned to stone... a shining spirit comes and links her fingers with him...

Chrno Crusade ~ Anime ~ Episode 19

Episode 19: Rosette is awakend, Schteiner is killed to abduct Azmaria... Reimington somehow gets from Fi... is the lost older sister of Satella... Jushua kills off Chrno from Rosette's gun... when Aion kissed Rosette and she cried... Chrno revived... remembering the long ago promise... her tears... tears are so... if it's before the right person they can mean so much... and if it's before the wrong person... even if it's tears of blood... they mean nothing...

Chrno Crusade ~ Anime Episode 18

Episode 18... Azmaria took everyone to the carnival, Aion led his group there as well... including Jushua. Collection lots of memories for the last time, since after that the real horror starts... Chrno confessed his feelings to Rosette... stating if she dies he'll also cease to exist... they kissed... and then Aion's eagle appeared leading Rosette to Joshua... I have always thought... why people confess in the very last moments... is it the feeling of might never be again, that leads to it? the first time ever I had this thought was when 7 years ago I thought a lot about this when I saw Natsumi rush after Tokairin to the airport and confess just as he was about to take off *You're Under Arrest*... I think... when everything is about to fall apart and then you tell a person your true feelings... it's just... so unfair T_T... there's so much, so much that's still left... I always... for 7 years... I always tell people exactly how I feel... I don't want to regret later not having told... no... I don't want to hold feelings inside just waiting for the right moment the right chance... any chance you have is the right one... any moment is perfect... and it's never ever too soon... in the short life that we have, we do NOT have enough time to let things be still inside and never let them out just patiently waiting... never... I'm not gonna live with regrets in my heart, so when I die, I'll know everyone I care for knows just how much I care for them and how much they mean to me... never... never... Tamahome... Anata... Chas, Kami Kun, Blaze, Hino, Nii San, Nick * I so miss our talk sessions how you always appeared right where I was when I needed you most...*, Sensei, Rachel, Ozzy, Imu, Lee, Nihi, Selece, Yui-chan, Mike, Rahul, Luci, Ariel, Jordan, Dori, Chaos, Suki, Clair, Vince, Shocko, Midori, Mandy, Cindy, Julian, Hoth, Nighters, Kiru-chan, Lee & Jose, Matt... so many people... from Maple... from Orkut... from different places... some stayed just online friends but great friends nonetheless, some came into my reality to support me in my darkest hours... and everyone of them... all of them, always always helped me and supported me... I'm sorry, I cannot remember all names or mention them, but know... I'm always thinking bout you guys... I'm always missing you all... so much... so much...

Chrno Crusade ~ Anime ~ Episode 17

Episode 17: the battle begun, the frightening demon Calv died protecting Rosette & Chrno... Rosette is getting more signs, and it's just a bit to go before it all ends... I feel bad for Fi, the girl who stays with Joshua, it's evident that she loves him so much...but she's a puppet of Aion who's just put there for Joshua by Aion, she's really not allowed to have feelings for him... sad... how people fall in love with the very people they're supposed to stay far far away from... castes... religion... family... culture... language... so many things different... but in the end aren't we all the same people... hidoi sonna... daremo ningen dakara... we're all...human... just human... why we can't love the people we love... isn't love beyond all this crap dividing people... so cruel... separating people in groups just like that... not even considering the feelings people might have for each other... it's just love... we're just humans....

Chrno Crusade ~ Anime Episode 16

Episode 16: Aion finally revealed the truth of Satella's family's death... it was sad to see the graceful and composed Satella crying like a child... I felt like crying... this definitely is a very very sad anime... people dying like that, hoping, believing,...and still dying... poor Satella... for 10 years she kept searching, trying to find a link to her lost past, and when finally she finds it, she finds out she can't do a thing about it... just how sad is that... and.. she even lost her powers... I'm going to make a lot of Graphics on Satella, not because I love her character design, but because I love her spirit... the beautiful sad Satella... even such strong people need someone beside them to be their strength... everyone needs someone... there's no such thing as 'I'm better off alone'... no one is better off alone... no one can live alone... not happily...

Chrno Crusade ~ Anime ~ Episode 15

episode 15, they made the contract with Deufo, and the old thing between Aion and Chrno was showed, Rossette has finally started showing 'the signs' of being one with powers from heaven... sigh... I really don't believe in all this stuff but the story line is so very strong -_-'' I'm feeling tired and weak and drained @_@ I'll just go sleep for a while... feeling so drowsy... sigh T_T...

Chrno Crusade ~ Anime ~ Episode 14

Episode 14... Chrno has a fever and Rosette and Satella are running all over town to get the right medicine, that is until they reach a Divination shop where Rosette gets told the real spell to make him better... sigh... -.- the most boring part was that she did it when he was asleep -_-'' at least he could've woke up while she was doing it -_-'' that was so mean T_T... but so romantic... I wonder... would my being by anyone's side would have made any difference to any pain they'd be in... I want to... I want to make a difference... I want to be able to help the people dear to me... I don't want to be so helpless...

Chrno Crusade ~ Anime ~ Episode 13

Episode 13: Hai... morning and I'm up and at it again ^^ Rosette and Chrno have finally left the convent and are travelling towards San Francisco to look for Joshua, on the way the were stopped by Rizel, who in order to make Aion notice her was trying so hard to get Rosette to Joshua... even though she was a demon but... I guess one sided love is really painful... especially if the person you love doesn't even acknowledge your existence, it's easier if your one sided love if even returned as a friend's... must be so hard for people to be nothing for the one they love... that's really Painful... really really painful...

Chrno Crusade ~ Anime ~ Episode 12

Episode 12: I'm not Christian so I don't really understand *as in the feeling way* most of things about churches and etc demo ne... I always loved the Christmas things, even though religiously I'm not supposed to >.> ... I guess I like the giving feeling... Azmaria's first Christmas and it was a cute episode with nothing specific happening but it was sweet just as it was ^_^

Chrno Crusade ~ Anime ~ Episode 11

Episode 11 : Black hound episode, Satella comes again and Satella and Rosette work together to kill the hound that's killing off the NYC Mafia. a gentle kindness... to be able to get up every time you fall... because there's one that's always looking over you by your side... giving a hand to get up but letting you get up yourself so you become stronger with every step... the gentle eyes that smile at you every time you get up after falling all by yourself... no matter the distance, if those eyes continue to gently smile as they always did... I know it's possible to revive no matter how painful or tough... yasashi egao ne...

Chrno Crusade ~ Anime ~ Episode 11

Episode 11 : Black hound episode, Satella comes again and Satella and Rosette work together to kill the hound that's killing off the NYC Mafia. a gentle kindness... to be able to get up every time you fall... because there's one that's always looking over you by your side... giving a hand to get up but letting you get up yourself so you become stronger with every step... the gentle eyes that smile at you every time you get up after falling all by yourself... no matter the distance, if those eyes continue to gently smile as they always did... I know it's possible to revive no matter how painful or tough... yasashi egao ne...

Chrno Crusade ~ Anime ~ Episode 10

episode 10... eugh... I should so 'not' be watching this bloodshed -.-... I'm really gonna vomit -_-'' almost like Hiabane Renmei when they got their wings out and the blood that came with it ...... I'm gonna make myself feel sick -_-'' Joshua is sprouting horns and is bleeding in a sickeningly natural and real way -_-;;... why do I put myself through these things -.-''

That frozen time, it must be so sad for Rosette to watch her friends frozen in time while hers' keeps moving towards her end constantly... sometimes... I wish to watch just happy and fun stuff that won't make me sad... so that I don't cry anymore... but then I think... this, even though sad, is also a part of life which if I coward away from I'll never be stronger... if I just hide away from sadness like that... I don't want to hide from pain... never again... that one time was one too many... mou nido tou...

I'm tired and sleepy and in pain... I think I'll watch the rest tomorrow...

Chrno Crusade ~ Anime ~ Episode 9

Episode 9 : I'm almost asleep but don't want to break the mood so I'm up watching... this whole episode was about the beginning, where it all started for Joshua and Rosette... the brother sister love is something I always longed for but never really found... guess until I found Lee ... =)... I have a real brother, but so far away it's almost like not there... but when I found Lee it was like finding a real lil brother... we've lost contact from a while... and I worry every day thinking how he must be doing... he always hid his sad things from me and always helped me with mine... Lee... atashi no otouto... daisuki da yo... hontou...

Chrno Crusade ~ Anime ~ Episode 8

Episode 8 : I guess the pain of someone who you love is worse than your own pain, you can bear your own pain but when someone dear to you is suffering it's so so much harder... you really do wish you can suffer instead of them... no wonder Rosette was in so much pain thinking about Joshua in pain... I have been at that point... it feels so helpless not being able to do anything and knowing the one so important to you is suffering so bad... sad... is so very sad...

Chrno Crusade ~ Anime ~ Episode 7

Episode 7: Aion makes his entry, why do these damn people make all the bad guys so bloody handsome -.-' I mean a person could actually end up falling for the baddy -_-'' anyhow, I feel bad about Joshua... I don't know... I just feel bad... Chrno got injured for Satella again, I guess that helps in making her hate for demons go away a bit *sarc* I hate seeing Chrno get hurt so many times T_T he's too cute and too kind for that sort of thing T_T... DOUSHITE !!!!!!!!

Chrno Crusade ~ Anime ~ Episode 6

6th Episode: Satella comes in finally, God I love the woman's style and composure! And her hair! That’s what my aim is for my hair ^^...

Tsuzukeru... sagashi tsuzukeru... she said... I know how that feels... continuously searching for that lost precious treasure... unable to find and too precious to let go of... even if there is no hope of finding it again... I know... when something is that important it's not easy to let go either... especially for people who are stubborn like me... although... I respect that kind of spirit that never gives up no matter what