Servamp Manga Chapter 10 - 35 ~Thoughts and Reflections~

Updated last night at 2:22 AM my time, I saw it early in the morning, and it's already over... While I was reading the last chapter I had this sickening feeling that I'm gonna have to wait and it was true T__T... since they JUST did a huge update, there's no way they'll update it again so soon T__T...

Servamp so far is going beautifully. I think people should really read this manga. I once again am presented with the many options, to do or not to do. in the end, life is just made out of the choices we make, good or bad, which leads us to where we are in time right here right now. The choices we make for us, the choices someone else's hand forces on us, when I think about it, they're still the choices that we could have chosen not to make.

I wonder, is a child to be blamed for the choice an elder person decides for him? Set up in an atmosphere where saying no is an instant road to endless suffering, physically or mentally, what does a child choose? Don't all choices depend on the people making them? presenting the same choices to two different type of people who grew up in different type of atmosphere, do they still bear the same results? Some choose to run away, some look away, and some follow through, but is it really a choice we make ourselves? How do we know, which choice was the one we truly made, which was the one that we were lead to believe that we're making and wasn't really ours? But then, the person who said "I'll do it" the person who said "I won't" would at the end of the day, still be you. So then who actually made the choice?

My choice of staying home today and finishing reading Servamp instead of attempting to go to gym even though I'm still weak from the week long fever, what exactly would have changed if I had chosen to go? would I have I had a life changing encounter? would I have met people or seen things that would change the way I see things? Or would I have just another day of workout and coming back home to my everyday life? I chose to stay here and read because I strongly felt that this manga has something in it that moves me... People have to live with their choices. I want to live with mine, not the choices I have to make because others want me to to make it, but the ones I make for myself, good or bad, if it's something I chose, then I have to live with it or fix it by myself.

Just because you're grown up doesn't necessarily mean you're wise or mature, I think, growing up means accepting yourself for who you are and moving on.

Few days ago, one of my friends got picked on and badmouthed a lot over the internet just cause he was selected for a big competition and won, where others who were trying to manipulate the people running the contest, didn't.  I thought about it for a long time while he was in the argument with the person, I could't see what they were talking about since it was a private chat, but I thought for a long time, Why? Why does he have to suffer just because he was good enough and worked hard to achieve something a lot of people were working towards. That doesn't really mean the others were bad, it's just he was better than the rest simply put. Does that mean you have to hate him for that? does that make you look better when you try to make him look bad? Don't people see how ugly they appear to the other person when they talk ill about someone just out of spite without putting in the extra effort that someone else did? So what if someone else won? Next time work more, work harder, put in your best effort, and work towards fixing what you lack. I don't think hating someone or trying to degrade someone just because they did better than you, helps you improve anything. People need to move on and realize that only by working on something just as hard, or even harder than the person they envy, can they actually get somewhere.

I wish people would actually try to understand themselves first before trying to lash out at others ._. ...

Ichigo 100% ~ いちご100% ~ Manga ~ Mizuki Kawashita

From Wikipedia : Ichigo 100% 167-chapter manga by Mizuki Kawashita that was serialized in the Weekly Shōnen Jump magazine from 2002 volume 12 to 2005 volume 35, and collected in 19 tankōbon volumes between August 2002 and December 2005. The manga has been adapted into an audio drama, light novel, game, and anime. The manga was licensed by Viz Media with the first volume released in July 2007. (This part has been added for the people who want a short info about the manga)

I got net finally but it's a net card net so gomen, I can't upload images at the moment. I'll add images to this post later, till then bear with me ^^'

Ichigo 100% Oct 22nd 2008 8:12 PM IST:

Yeah I'm still at my new place and still don't have any net so got a lot of time to read and review manga...


THIS REVIEW HAS SPOILERS SO READ AHEAD AT YOUR OWN RISK!!!

I switched to shounen manga for a change from shoujo (all that many emotions were making me feel kind of lonely...) and... well... anyhow Ichigo 100% was a good managa in the end... I'm not gonna describe it chapter by chapter or vol by vol cause it'll get totally tiring but... sigh... since it was a shounen manga there were lots of 'accidental' skirt lifting (._.) and lots of flashing (._.) and lots and lots of H scenes (actually made me wonder why I'm even bothering to read this bunch of crap) but as the story goes on it turned out to be really intense... an indecisive guy (Manaka) who can't choose between the 3 girls that like him, one who shares all his dreams and fantasies and make him the person who he is (Aya Toujou) , the other who he can be the most happiest and himself with (Satsuki Kitaooji) , and one who he's confessed to and is totally mesmerized by (Tsukasa Nishino) ... together they form a film club with few other friends and the story that starts from middle school when Manaka met Aya and continues throughout their high school year out till university, perfectly put together.

SPOILER PART!

I personally didn't like the ending though from a boy's point of view it might have been perfect, the fact that Aya is the one that ends up suffering alone (yeah Satsuki too but Aya's not like Satsuki so it's harder for her), I wished all through the manga that she ends up with Amachi and even when it got down to that she still held on to Manaka... sigh... I feel bad for Aya... I kind of see myself in her so it's hard for not to feel sorry for her this much... I liked how they ended everyone's story, the fact that Yui didn't get anything in the end made me feel bad (oh come on! she was just too cute and loyal!). I was happy that Tsukasa and Manaka were together but I kind of wanted the paring to be like 'Manaka/Aya - Amachi/Satsuki - Tsukasa/Higure' that would be the perfect setting where everyone could be happy, but then when Manaka chose Tsukasa I desperately wished Aya would be happy with Amachi... sigh.. he loved her so much T.T stupid stupid Aya T.T and he was so so in love with her T.T... sigh... okay okay, enough of my ramblings.

End Impression

On the whole, the manga was good if you could put up with the ecchi parts (._.;;) and the story was in a way romantic so yeah, I'd rate it 5/10 and yeah a good read for if you're bored (or that desperate), not recommended for romantics, it'll just kill your mood and half the time you'd be thinking why you even bothered to start this when it's got so much ecchi content and so much skin showing and fan service instead of a solid intensive storyline and the end will make you scream with frustration cause the girl you've liked throughout the story would just end up being hurt and you'd end up being mad at the mangaka for the crappy way she degraded her. But if you're willing to put up with all that then this manga is a sure good read. ^-^;

Saikano~ The Last Love Song on This Little Planet ~ Shin Takahashi ~ Manga ~ Vol 5

Vol 5:... it's too painful... Akemi died... Tetsu died... Atsushi died... Chise almost died as well... she left the SDF and came to look for Shuji... she left for Fuyuumi Tetsu's last things... Fuyuumi tried for the last time to use Shuji as Tetsu's replacement and gave up and left as Shuji saw visions of Akemi yelling at him and stopped... the worst thing about this manga is... it's so painful... it's so true... this really is what happens in war struck countries and places... we live each day happily, crying laughing over silly thing that don't even matter all that much while people somewhere die... makes one see how very very useless the things we think are so important are... I hated where Akemi died so helplessly.. and also Tetsu... I didn't want him to die.. not this helplessly... at least he should have lived... he who treated Chise like a normal girl who cared for so much... I wish he'd have lived a bit longer... at least Chise granted him his final wish... Atsushi... who came to war just to be able to protect Akemi... Akemi who loved Shuji all this time... it's just so sad... makes me feel how important it is to let people know how you feel for them while you still can... in such a short life, in such a short time... if you can just live happily with the people you treasure isn't that just enough...

Sokugyo Angel/Occupation Angel ~ Manga ~ Fujikawa Touko

the first line on the main cover is " Attention: Open this book when you want to cry a little bit" a collection of short but touching stories, unlike the usual romances, these stories are a bit different in the way they are. unusual and touching, need I say more?


For the more curious types here's the review from ViManga

"A collection of four touching supernatural short stories. Chapter one deals with a man born a Midori, a race of humans who turn into trees when they die. Can the man overcome the obstacles facing his race and live a normal life? Chapter two tells the tale of a young boy who lives in a land of magic. But his first spellbook turns into a pixie when he opens it! Chapter three is about a young boy forced to abandon his cat when he moves. Upon returning years later, the boy finds himself transported to a strange land full of... cats? The final story is about a boy who, in exchange for getting off having to pay a speeding fine, agrees to take an experimental drug. The next morning he wakes up with white wings, wings that only seem to get larger every time he does something wrong!"

Saikano ~ The Last Love Son On This Little Planet ~ Shina Takahashi ~ Manga ~ Vol 4

Vol 4: Atsushi who loved Akemi went and confessed to her, she at first refused, then accepted him. Chise and Shuji still are in love but apart, Tetsu is the only survivor of Chise's old platoon that died the day she took leave for Shuji's sake... Atsuhi has joined the SDF to be able to protect Akemi in the same place where Chise is although they haven't faced each other yet. Atsushi is devastated by all the suffirings of the war and Tetsu tries to help him out in his own way, when they see a person pass by Tetsu goes after to see who it is and finds out it's Chise crying alone, Tetsu takes Chise and spend time with her as normal people would when not in war... they go shopping *stealing in Chise's words* eat ramen and watch movies together and even kiss...and Chise tells him she's letting all this happen cause he's gonna die soon...

I didn't expect this manga to be this sad... I'm feeling awful reading this... complex feelings and conflicting emotions along with the sadness of war... what a deep storyline... the writer must be someone who had a lot of feelings in their heart...

1/3 no Kareshi ~ Manga ~ Ako Shimaki ~ Thoughts & Reflections

Read This Manga~

that was truly beautiful ^__^ I have lately gone into the habit of reading manga online *raises a fist in Naki-chan's direction* and it's very addictive!

This manga is a one shot, yeah just one chapter ^_^ I like short stories the best they're so cute and a good fast read for those in between moments when you're short on time and really feel like some decent read ^^ *is getting off track and knows it and is still being off track ._.*

So ANYWAYS, this manga starts with a girl in her final year of high school who doesn't have a boyfriend because what she wanted was a true lasting love. A guy she happens to come across who she thought was cool looking takes an embarassing picture of hers and blackmails her to come to him and spend time with him threatening her that he'll do 'something' with the pic if she doesn't come. She starts liking him after sometime and just when she finally thinks she's found the love she waited for things get messy as she goes into the junior division of the school and sees him talking to the boys there and stating "I don't like older woman". She puts two and two together 'he's from the junior division + he says he doesn't like older woman = he's just toying with her when she actually starts liking him' and stops going to meet him during lunch break like she usually did. He calls her up and demands her to come or else, and she runs off with a good mind of lecturing him and runs into the junior class asking for him and then she sees...

A beautiful and sweet read for anyone who loves this sort of thing *personally thinks everyone should read sweet stuff like this*

*SPOILERS AHEAD*



The thing about him being in love with her for five years... it really touched me... *readers are thinking "wth is she getting worked up over a story that's not real" and I actually though wouldn't it be so wonderful if real true love like that seriously exsisted? it must've been so painful for him all those five years thinking of that one girl only... it's really really painful... these days people actually give up on love after waiting for at most a year or two... five years is a very very long time to be able to still love someone just as much even after five years... it's such a painful and sad thing... totemo totemo surai koto... deshou ne Tamahome...

Zettai Kareshi/Absolute Boyfriend ~ Manga ~ Yuu Watase ~ Thoughts & Reflections

I Bloody HATE Yuu Watase ! that woman is doing this to me again and again in everyone of her stupid mangas! first she goes and kills of Nuriko and I cry for days just thinking about it, then she kills Hotohori as well T_______T........ then in Ayashi no Ceres in the end Tooya had to disappear and Yuuhi to take his place as the guy who'd be with Aya forever... I didn't hate Tooya T__T I was sad for Yuuhi but it didn't really had to turn out in Tooya disappearing without even getting to see his baby grow up... or to even see it being born T___T I cried all night that night when I read that dammed final chapter T__T

AND NOW SHE'S GONE AND KILLED OFF NIGHT !!! I HATE THIS WOMAN !!! I must be some sort of an idiot to be awake all night reading her stupid work even though I know it was gonna make me cry so bad that I shake and choke! it's 5:30 AM my time and I been up the whole dammed night reading Zettai Kareshi... I thought finally she could be happy with Night... I was feeling extremely sorry for Soushi but... this didn't have to end this way... she could've ended him up as a human or at least done something that would give a good happy ending... BUT NOOOOOOOOOOOOO the sadistic woman would not give me a happy ending T_____T what the hell am I doing at this hour of the night crying like an idiot T______T BUT THIS IS SOOOOOOOOOO DAMN WRONG !!!!!!!!!!!!! Night didn't have to die... T___T fine Soushi loved her all along and Night was just a figure... but even still... he did love her a lot too... *there now I'm starting to cry badly again* and the part when Soushi told her about Night's letter and where Night's face appeared saying "don't cry anymore" waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa I could just die !!!!!!! this is way more painful than I thought !! I BLOODY HATE YUU WATASE WHAT THE HELL IS THAT WOMAN THINKING REDUCING MY LIFE LIKE THIS !!!!!! T______T I don't think I'll ever be able to forget this manga... I hate Yuu Watase... she so knows how to really really capture a person's heart and make them feel just what the character is feeling... I'm not gonna review this manga... this will be my only review of it... if you wanna find out more just go and fine it, it's available on One Manga and you can read it online, otherwise torrent it like did... It's one of Yuu Watase's best work.... Fushigi Yuugi, Ayashi no Ceres and now this... no matter how much I hate this woman, I admire her soul more than anything... the way she's able to show people's feelings... in a way that it makes a person think of the characters as if they're real.... that's truly admirable...

I've learnt every possible way... love is just so painful... and still everyone loves... sometimes I have to ask myself "was it really worth all this pain all this time?" and then I feel from inside... yeah... it really was... I guess... one has to go through it to really feel the pain and the joy... I suppose I wouldn't have been able to feel that pain that grief that comes when you lose someone important if I hadn't lost my most important person... I wouldn't have been able to understand any one's feelings... the gentleness... the kindness... the warmth... the little things that don't matter to anyone but the people who're experiencing it... I'm grateful... if I'm able to connect with people now... if I'm able to truly relate to everyone to really feel their sadness or joy in my heart it's because of that one person who made me believe who made me understand... arigatou... because you showed me the way... because you guided me through it all... all because of you... all beacue you were there... arigatou... hontouni arigatou...

Hana Zakari No Kimitachi E (Hana-Kimi)~For You In Full Blossom ~Manga~ Vol 1 ~ Hisaya Nakajo

Vol 1 : To be honest I could have written this *and should have* chapter by chapter but since I read it like 2-3 days ago and didn't write back then and can't bother to read back now it's just better to write now than not writing at all ^^; *what a lame excuse =.=*

Anyhow, Ashiya Mizuki originally Japanese living in USA transfers to a school in Japan to be close to her idol Sano Izumi who she saw on TV doing a high jump and wants to see it in real, there's just one little catch, the school Sano goes to is an all boys school! So to persue her goal she dresses up as a boy and just as luck might have it actually ends up in the same room as Sano. However soon in the 2nd chapter Mizuki gets hit while playing basketball with Nakatsu and Sano comes to pick her up and take her to the infirmary, and thus discovers her true identity. There in the infirmary the school doctor *Umeda Hokuto Sensei, remeber who he is cuse I'll be refering to him by name from now on* has discoverd that she's a girl and starts picking on her, later she voleteerly comes and confesses to him about being a girl and in the end he starts helping her out. Nanba Minami is introduced *I love him!* and turns out to be the doctors nephew. now the main issue here is that Mizuki discovers Sano has quit High jump! while another girl, Sano's classmate Yamashina Rika appears who seems like a rival and is trying to make Sano go back to high jumping again, however, late in the final chapter of this Vol sano finally tells Mizuki the reason he quit and promises to go back and try again.

Meanwhile Naktasu has totally fallen for her cute girlish looks and is going raving mad doubting his own mind why he's so badly falling for a guy until he sees Mizuki cry, after that he stops caring if he's being called weird or whatever as long as he can keep her from crying that way again... *how honorable T_______T I sooooo love Nakatsu !*

What a stupid incomplete review -.- next Vol I'll definitely do better >.>

and yeah incase you guys are wondering what this 'new' start means, I'll be deleting the old posts later on ... hmm or maybe not 0.o not decided yet, anyhow I wanna start anew on this manga since back then when I first read it I didn't really do reviewing o.o...

Thousand Years of Snow/ Sennen No Yuki ~ Manga ~ Bisco Hatori

Hmmm.... just started reading this one, it's very different, a girl that doesn't have a long time to live who falls in love with a guy who has a thousand years... a vampire... a unique story of innocent love, the vampire can't drnk blood and keeps his energy by eating normal food, and the girl insists on giving him her blood and to be with him for a thousand years... the vampre refuses but ends up having to give her his own blood so she can live just a little while longer with him...what a unique story... I've read just two chapters and I already love it... are of me to start writing after just two chapters instead of after fnishing the whole manga... kirie...

oh yeah, since I'm sick of finding images for the manga I read, off the net I've decided to do some Photshop work and get them myslef for my blog ~_^

A Million Tear Drops/Hyakuman Tsubu no Namida ~ Manga ~ Yuana Kazumi

Wow... that really was something... when started the manga I thought it was yaoi but then... wow... I'm truly speechless, it was so short but it was truly beautiful... I cried... I felt... and I loved it... I don't want to write about it because it'll just spoil it's beauty, but, I'll say this much... if you're looking for a classic tale of everlasting true love, then this is for you... really sad, really heartwarming and really really deep... 10/10... it's beautiful...

Ichigo Channel ~ Manga ~ Thoughts & Reflections

WRONG WRONG WRONG !!!!!! After all Tendo did for her T___T don't want Ichiko ending up with Kanzaki !!! I don't care if she loved him, Tendo loved her more ! and looks more classy than Kanzaki and is so much more caring towards her T___T and he actually loves her so much T___T ..... oh yeah... the manga...


So I started this thinking it's a cute manga but when I saw it's from Shoujo Magic I got myself ready for some seriously deep stuff *Shoujo Magic = the group that's also doing Fushigi Yuugi Genbu Kaiden *

It stated off by Ichiko tying to support her brother, who desperately wanted to become an idol, become an idol for a year when Tendo offered them the job, but he put in one condition, Ichiko will have to pose as a guy cause it's a three guy group called Trijet. So along with Kanzaki the guy that almost kissed her, and her brother, Trijet is born. As the series continues it gets hard for Ichiko to keep her female identity hidden because even though he hates 'number one', Kanzaki is falling for the female Ichigo and fast. The there appears a rival in form of Sousuke... *Nyaaaa I got the first thought about the Sousuke from Full Metal Panic!* and then when everything is turning right and things are getting along fine with Kanzaki and Ichiko... Tendo drops on her a bomb...

Tendo's Pic ~ The White Haired guy is him Thanks to the site for scanning and uploading these pics~

Another Tendo Pic ~

The thing with this manga was that it got me hooked from the very first page, I don't like slow mpving mangas that can't keep a person's interest for long, this one though, had me on the edge every second, I liked Kanzaki a lot *duh he's the main* but i don't know, I thought about Tendo from the very begging ... I mean even when Sousuku showed up it was like... I don't know Tendo stayed at the back of my mind all the time. Hmmm even though he tried breaking up Kanzaki and Ichiko I don't really mind that >.> *the type that goes for people who take the initiative* it's cause heck he loved her! I don't hate Kanzaki, he's nice and all but Tendo... T_____________T I WANT HER TO BE WITH TENDO DAMMIT !!!! Mangaka no baka ! sigh... I just... I don't think that... even if Tendo tried to break them up... I kind of understand that... I mean... if he can make her happy... why not T___T and then... she feels for hm too, even if Kazaki is the one she loves, she wasn't unhappy that Tendo loves her, for her Tendo was someone special who she didn't wish to lose... I kinda understand that feeling, being in a likewise situation myself... but it's just hard for that person... and well... it's a bit hard for your own feelings to focus that way too, you keep thinking is he the one or is he not? and keep getting more confused, when she sad she wildly wishes to see Kanzaki that moment after Tendo confessed to her, I kind of understood why... cause it was disturbing fo her... and because she felt like she likes Tendo and so it'd be easy to fall for him and so she needed Kanzaki to be there with her so she doesn't get misled by her own feelings... kinda sad... I was so desperately hoping that she'd end up with Tendo... Kanzaki could get many girls, heck he already had Yuki when he met Ichiko and wasn't he the one who first said he couldn't go out with her? and Tendo liked her from the beginning... it's wrong... and Tendo was way more passionate and caring than that stupid Kanzaki =.= yea yea I'm bias or whatever, I loved his character the most in the whole manga... at least Sousuke got Chizuru... poor Tendo is left alone T____T I HATE THIS !!!!!!!!!!!!! STUPD DAMN MANGA !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sigh........ it's definitely woth a read 10/10 I love it! waaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh poor Tendo *is busy crying now*

Ichigo Channel

I recommend this site to anyone who's interested in finding out more~

Chzumi & Fujiomi ~ Manga ~

Hmmm... there's not much to say about this manga... I guess when you've read as many as I have you start seeing a pattern and then start comparing -_-; Bad habit... Anyhow, the mangaka seems very funny when I read her omake ^^;



The manga focuses on Chizumi, a light hearted clumsy klutzy girl who gets scared easily, Kou Fujiomi, a really handsome *for this manga anyways* but scary looking guy who doesn't socializes with anyone and keeps to himself and his expression never changes. The manga is about how this most unusual couple came to be and how everyone had a little bit of part in building their relationship... it's a good read, not really very captivating or anything... but... it was good anyway ^^ just good for a light read if you have the time and the mood. The interesting parts were mostly with Gohoji and Komuro ... lol I found Gohoji actually really funny, every time he made that scary face to scare Chizumi ^^ it was such a funny part whenever he came in ^_^ and Shou Fujiomi, Kou Fujiomi's brother is kind of funny too, a teasing type of big brother who cares a lot about his younger brother and looks out for him. This manga really focuses on inner sreangth, Chizumi even though gets scared easy and even though is really clumsy, has a really good nature and is really strong form inside ^_^ I liked the concept ^^ I don't get scared easy ... well mostly I don't but I'm klutzy ^^ so it was kind of fun to read about someone like me ^^; definitely a Shoujo manga ~_^ ... I said a lot for a manga that had not much to say about o.o ... ^_^;;

Story & Art: Kyouko Hikawa

Boys' n Girl

Alright -.-'' another one finished... this was an exceptionally weird one but I gotta say I enjoyed it IMMENSELY!






At first it seems like the the basic story of Rough Guy/Sweet Girl type, but there's more to it than just that . Aria, a whiny-good-get scared easy-type of girl who goes into a dormitory full of delinquents because her father was the supervisor there and for some reason told her in his letter it was an all girls' dorm *accident?* so finally when she arrives there she gets the shock of her life the see all the guys who're the school delinquents, gathered there. The leader of the guys is Tennoji, a rowdy tough and bad guy type but a super caring one inside, who used to tease Aria all the time and bully her. The story revolves around how they develop feelings for each other and build their relationship with each other as well as the other 221 guys living in the dorm. The series has a happy/sad ending sort of and is really touching, especially when Tennoji cries...

Pita Ten ~ Manga ~

Pita Ten, I found the first 6 Chapters like 3 years ago and fell in love with it cause it was so very cute, I found it again, this time complete and downloaded it as soon as I could. I just finished reading it and I gotta admit it really had me surprised cause the ending was so different from what I thought, I was thinking it will be a typical Romantic Comedy manga but it turned out to be way more deeper than I had anticipated.
The relationship between Shia and Tarou was so touching and so deep and sad that it made me cry when in the end she remembered everything and went back to the place only the same moment when it was too late... then in the end I thought they'll turn Misha into human or maybe have a catch somewhere to Misha and Koutarou will be together but it just ended so sadly...

The best thing about this manga was that even though it was such a romantic story and sad in many places, it leaves a light feeling and makes one think, not to mention it's got no perverted stuff, just simple sweet love and pure deep sadness... Highly Recommended.

Dear Mine ~ Manga

Aaaahhh! That was such-a-sweet Manga, the story is so unreal and so really beautiful !
A heart warming tale of innocent love and pure giving kindness sigh... I hope everyone reads it and feels how I just did... sigh... that was so very very beautiful... innocent love like that always makes my heart feel so warm and so very full. I wish all mangas were like this, so pure so innocent and so romantic with not a trace of H things... sigh... I feel all dreamy... that was sooo beautiful *__*

It goes like the main girl Satoko was from a very rich family but after her father died her mother had to start working and she helped her mother out. Until one day she finds out she's engaged to a 10 year old kid who's the head of a powerful and rich company...

At times it reminded me of my favorite Fruits Basket manga cause the main girl was so like Tohru, even though the main guy Fuuma had a Hiro like touch, I really liked Hiro anyway *you won't know what I'm saying unless you've read Fruits Basket yourself so go and download and read ^^*. The side characters I really enjoyed reading it, actually took a day off from blogging even though I have a tight line of things to do for my blog but it was just too distracting if I had left it that way, and the feeling when I finished it... I'm glad, I'm so glad I downloaded it when I did, I highly Recommend it to everyone.

Replay ~ Manga

12:10 Am... I finished it... sigh -.- I really got some sixth sense or something... what she said to Karam said to Naru... Sympathy can turn into love... wasn't I thinking just the very very same thing just a few minuts back before I wrote the first part after reading chapter 11 partly... really... if you feel so strongly for someone... I guess it can turn to love as well... if it's someone who loves me... even if I can't love him back that way... my heart would still ache for that person... and who knows... it could just be different... it could just end up in love... this is sad... because... I know so many people who love someone they cannot have or who loves someone else... I can understand that feeling... if it's someone who loves you, and if you cannot love that person back... at least you can try not hurting them more... dammit... who says you cannot love someone, if you feel strongly about it then why the hell not ! You just have to love them enough T__T IT'S SO DAMN CRUEL!!!!!!!!!!

I'm gonna make some graphics on it right now ... It effected me in a really big way T__T

Replay ~ Manga

11:30 PM :Replay... I started this manga cause I saw a cute looking girl on the cover and thought it'll be a cute romantic manga... sadly I was mistaken... It's basically a Korean manga, and the story is really different and sad... I FEEL SO DAMN BAD FOR THAT TEACHER !!! T__T it's so not fir, he loved her, why did his evil brother started liking her and then stealing her as well T_T I've only read till chapter 11 till now so I don't know what it's gonna end like... but unrequited love... it always... always makes me sad... Hotohori... Nakatsu... and so many other people... T__T waaaaaaaaaaa I really feel like crying T__T I wanna be alone right now and ponder over what I have read so far but people talking over my head so I can't focus on the feelings T__T waaaaa I wish I could take the laptop in the bathroom -_-'' it'll be quieter there -.-''' that's why i prefer doing work late at night waaaaaaaa I'm gonna cry so bad if Karam doesn't end up with Lee T__T ... I DON"T CARE IF HE"S EVIL !!! HE HAS TO BE WITH HER DAMMIT T__T

Soko wa Nemuri no Mori/There Lies The Sleeping Forest ~ Manga

I just finished reading it, a Manga by Mizushiro Setona, it was a collection of three very love stories, although, sometimes I wonder why these short story type of Mangas go directly to H things instead of building up a romantic involvement first, it's sort of... not really my type of thing -_-'' the first story was three chapters long the other two were 1 each, all in one Volume, the story line for the first one was a bit unusual, 2nd one not so special, and the third one was sweet, in my opinion the third one was the type that I like really, sacrificing and sweet and no H things, it was really heart warming type ^^... (what am I doing getting happy over a thing that's not real -_-'' ) heck who cares, I'm just glad I found another good manga ^_^ it's nice, worth a read, short simple and sweet ^^

Milk Crown ~ Manga

Finished reading Milk Crown, a very cute manga about a girl who's from an orphanage *or so it seems* who goes to work in her school's dormitory for the elite Z class where she meets a whole group of cool bishies ~_^ and the story is a really cute romantic one ^^ good for light mood reading, not too deep and not a shallow stupid romance either, I like the way Jin keeps on protecting her *__* I really go for the protecting type guys *_* and Jin's a real whacko and super cool and all the while all romantic *sigh...* nyaaa! that was such a totally cute manga >_< I so highly recommend it to all girls who like romantic stuff and to all boys who'd like to be this way for the girls they love *__* Nyuuu... shoo shweet *__*

*Haven't I gotten a wee bit too much in manga lately? ^^;*

Ayashi No Ceres ~ Manga ~ Reflection Thoughts & Memories... contd...

Chapter 84... I finished Ayashi no Ceres the Manga... leaves a rather deeply sad feeling... Tooya, although returned for now won't even live enough to see his child grow up... Chidori, Shuro ad even Aki... all dead... last night when I read about Shuro's death it left such an impact on me... I called up my friend Nihita and talked to her for a long time... I just couldnt stop crying... Ayashi no Ceres is such a painful manga... but it's so beautiful... Yuu Watase's work always leave me so touched... I'm gonna find the anime of Ayayshi No Ceres... somehow... somehow... I'll surly be a better person as I go on... my friends... Tamahome... they're my courage... my inspiration... my life... I'm glad I know people who understand, people who're sensative to others' feelings as well, people who make being alive a little more meaningful, when I think about it... when I imagine how something I say or do would heal someone's heart, when I think I can be the source of streangth to anyone... when I think someone would love me for the person that I am ... it makes me want to try more, do much better, no matter how hard it is... I want to try... for everyone's sake to whome I matter... Lee... Nihita... Chas... Kami Kun... and so many dear people in my life, I wish I could support them like they did to me... Thank you Chas for always being there for me... you're so very much like Hotohori and Yuuhi... lol, I didn't feel that lonely when you were around... Kami Kun... thank you... I was able to open my heart and freely cry because you were there to listen and understand, I'll never forget that... Lee, my dearest bro, when I couldn't do anything, you supported me... through the darkest hours in my life... because you were there for me I was able to survive... Nihita, sweety, thanks for always cheering me up when I was down... did you know you were helping me in such a big way when you smsed me... I'm glad I met everyone I did... because it made me be who I am... litle by little... it saved my soul... so even with the pain, I can live now fully...